october was a whirlwind of adventure and chaos. i don't know what i want anymore out of life and i no longer know where i am going. part of me knows that we're ready to go and the rest of me isn't ready yet. i think i just miss my mom. and dad. i don't know what i miss. 

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 <b> NEET</b> / acronym /<i> "Not in Education, Employment, or Training", </i> is a person who is unemployed and not receiving an education or vocational training.

<br><br>i think that i might be a neet and i dont really like this but im really tired of all there is to live and wish to run a new simulation. i don't know. 

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<br>Kaneda
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<br>Crockett & Tubbs
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